You’ve had your last drop of my essence
Gulped up all my energy, taken every splatter left
Not all of what you drank and thirst after was poison
Each sip became one too any
My glass is empty
I have nothing to quench your throat with
I’ve slurped my share and held onto what my sponge could suppress
There’s only so much one can rebuild once the foundation cracks
Acceptance becomes a fragile walk of mis-steps and unhinged paths
We can’t go back, the cement has dried up and is crumbling
Every step forward leads us backwards
An intro is also an outro.
I must drift away from and for myself.
My mind and body cannot take on the sacrifice
It’s my turn to be selfish and to lead myself towards myself
Nothing has been for nothing
The time of love, laughter, carefree ease and peace of being everything will never fade
But its continuity cannot linger, as it will never be
I need to feel myself out and be free of us.